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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
11:00 pm	argh sick again gosh darnit i hate being sick!!! i now have strep throat...isn't that just dandy?! argh Oh well at least it happened AFTER the best weekend ever...wow was that party awesome! and sunday was a lot of fun w/ ally too. We saw the grudge...it was terrible! it scared me about 2 times total and the rest was just disgusting gore. yuck! oh well it was fun having stacey and i yell at him for suggesting that movie. i love him so much. we got our homecoming pics back monday and they turned out pretty cute. well he's cute...i look a lil goofy but w/e i am goofy i can't help it! practice was annoying as usual cuz some people just HAVE to be bitchy. w/e she needs to get over herself and realize she's not perfect and sometimes other people do know what they're talking about. so after practice i realized that i could not find my keys lol isn't that just great?! so i left my car there and my dad picked me up. tay tay and danny kept me company until he came. so my car is still sitting there cuz i haven't been to school and i'm not going tomorrow either cuz i guess i'm highly contagious : ( so i think my parents will pick it up 2morrow morning. i hope it didn't get towed or anything lol. with my luck it did. well at least i can work on my college apps while i'm home. well i'm off to watch one tree hill. luv ya bye bye Current Mood: sick (19 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, October 25th, 2004
1:38 am	people are so mean i can't wait to get out of here...thank god for alex and my true friends they're what keep me sane. i wish i still liked going to school i wish everyone could just be happy i wish my best friend could have everything she deserves i wish girls would stop being so cruel i wish this school year was over... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: I Dare You To Move-Switchfoot (36 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Sunday, October 24th, 2004
4:08 pm	Pretty OK Weekend... : - / Well this weekend was pretty good, I guess. Friday was the Senior fiesta and our panoramic picture; both were pretty fun. Afterwards the girls came back to my house to watch the recording of the bonfire which would have been better if we could get the damn thing to work! grrr OMG and on the way to my house we saw some guy get side-swiped by another car and then he rear ended him on purpose and tried to take off but he ended up slamming the guy into his car and then he pulled up in front of him and purposely backed into his car! Can you believe that?! What a jerk! So we all got out of our cars to see if the guy was ok and we let him use our cell phone. That was so crazy. Anywho...so Bri and I took my dad's convertible to the St. Francis game. That was fun. haha We got hit on by some big guy with tattoos on a motorcycle it was hilarious. The game was boring as usual, except that it was their homecoming so we got to see the court and stuff...looked the same as our school. And John and Vince were escorts lol John took a picture of us; it was cute. So after the game was FINALLY over Bri and I made use of some boys that were stalking us and had them carry our boxes. It was funny they were all nervous and they didn't even ask what our names were. precious...So we went back to Rachel's house after hearing about 20 billion awesome parties that we were too tired to go to! grrrr! It's ok though we made up for it on Saturday. First I went shopping w/ my mom to get my Halloween costume and then I went home to get all my stuff and my car and went to the school play to meet up w/ Bri. After that I got in a lil tift w/ Alex cuz I was feelin super sensitive that night and the things he said were just pushing my buttons so I cracked. : ( Then I met Bri and Drea at Jack In the Box and we went to Fridays haha. Then we headed over to a party on Tampa and Roscoe. It was a lot of fun. EZ would not stop dancing! lol Man it was hot in there. Ew and Jambo kept tryin get on me. GROSS! Plus the fact that Kelly and Heather were there and tried to start shit w/ Bri really pissed me off. Can you say JEALOUS!?! Anywho we had fun regardless. OMG and the best part was that out of any cop in the state of Cali-fricken-fornia my best friend's dad had to be the one breaking up the party! How f*ed is that?! lol So anyway Bri spent the night w/ a special HOTT someone haha. And Drea and I ended up sleeping in the damn car! LOL It was sooo incredibly uncomfortable and cold. But hey memories...and plus we know what to do next time we are in that situation. ahhh good times good times. I love my girls we have so much fun. There were so many cops that night it was ridiculous. I can't believe we didn't get in trouble once. We're such angels...speaking of which I went downtown today to look for wings and there weren't any! argh! Oh well I got some somewhere else. I can't wait for Halloween! It's gonna be off the heezy fo sheezy. lol I'm so JAMBO! K well I g2g cuz I'm really Jameson right now...luv ya! Ciao! Current Mood: lonely Current Music: nada (23 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, October 18th, 2004
7:14 pm	rainy weekend...cute for cuddling and that's exactly what I DIDN'T do! : ( Well this past week was full of frickin drama w/ all the homecoming nonsense. To sum it all up Joe was bein retarded and now he and Angie are gone and Karen, Erin, Steve, and Lei all went up b4 the dismissal board. Karen got nothing, Erin got one sat detention, and Steve and Lei are on strict probation. wooo fun times! NOT! sheesh Alemany is so freakin gay. I miss Joe!!! : ( Hopefully they can get back in...good luck! Friday's game was terrible. OMG I wanted to shoot like 20 people...THEY SHOULD JUST DIE! right justeney? lol...yea M, Justeney and I weren't in the best of moods and ppl just continued to piss us off and to top it off we lost by an embarrassing amount of points. Afterwards was ok though. We had fun hangin out at Rachel's til like 1 in the morning. Then Alex spent the night and I did get to cuddle but it wasn't even raining yet :( Saturday morning ally had football practice and I had cheer comp practice so we both had to get up early. poo! Afterwards I met up w/ Katharine and brought her back to my house and we decided on what to do for her b-day. We drove down to Hollywood Blvd. It was fun. We made a friend in the tatoo parlor who was on Ripley's. lol he was one to remember... and so were those pictures of piercings...ahhhh!!! Anyway after I tried on some halloween cotsumes in the forplay store and decided to save my money, we headed back to the car and it started to rain! oh lordy just what I needed. Well sure enough the next morning I woke up with no voice. Katharine went home the next day and Mike came over to do our math project. When he left I got ready and went over to Alex's to hang out. Chad and Johnny were there. They're so cute. We ate dinner (yummy) and then just hung out. Drea Rachel and Sarah came over to visit me and Sarah got to meet Daruius before me!!! That made me VERY angry! : ( sheesh...oh well I'm gonna party w/ them this weekend anyway. ANYWAY...then I went home at 2 in the morning and talked w/ my mom for a bit b4 i went to bed at like 3. So I got no sleep and had to get up this morning to go shopping in hollywood (again) for my halloween costume w/ Drea and Bri. Man I wish it wasn't raining!!! We still had fun though. We're gonna be so cute! I can't wait for halloween it's gonna be awesome!!!! Well I'm off to do hw now...luv ya! *kiss kiss* Current Mood: anxious Current Music: 90's music on my TV : ) (8 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
1:28 pm	I'm over it... So I'm officially over the fact that so many people hate me. I've realized that I have my family, best friends, and a boy that loves me sooo very much, and that's all I need. I've been sitting home sick for the 2nd day in a row and a lot of shit has been on my mind. I think I will keep it to myself though cuz people with no lives come on here and read my personal stuff just to bring me down. Whatever, their choice... I'm just gonna view my life as being so very blessed. Last night Ally came over and brought me soup and jamba juice. Lil things like that make me feel so loved and make me believe that everything is gonna be ok in the end. Once high school is over shit like who was on homecoming court or who dated who will not matter one bit. It was just one moment in time, and as much as I would have loved to ride around in Alex's ferarri at the game and had my dad walk me down that red carpet, I know I can ride in that ferarri anytime I want and my dad will always be proud of me which is more than some people can say. All I know is that I'm a hard worker and do well in school, and that will get me further in life than any crown or cute bf would. I lucked out though...I did get the cute bf, but it's one that truly cares and can put a smile on my face no matter what mood I'm in. I've been blessed with the people who have been in my life. Although I've gone through tough times and lost many of them, they have still shaped my life and the ones who are still right there with me have proven to be the best friends I could ever ask for. So even though we might have hated each other or still do, I want to say thanks to all the people who have been there for me. It's our senior year...there's not enough time to waste dwelling on the past. Remember the good times forget the bad. Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: Green Day-Boulevard of Broken Dreams (5 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, October 11th, 2004
6:13 pm	Homecoming Well the bonfire was a success I'd have to say. I did all my tricks w/ Ally...that's not to say that they were graceful haha. We had a lot of fun. yay! But it was also melancholy, for that was the last bonfire I would ever perform at. People thought the songleaders were the guys in drag how funny is that?! haha I thought it was...well at least Bri and I looked cute cuz we're blondes. lol Brittany was so funny. I was so not looking forward to going to the game and seeing court crowned but I ended up having an awesome time. The firetruck ride was fun as always and Megan not only got to ride in the Ferrari (that was supposed to be mine but it's ok cuz it's megan) but also got crowned queen (i knew it!) yay I was so happy for her I almost lost my voice screaming YAY MEGAN! WOOOOOO! She deserves it what a sweetheart. haha OH YEA! And Alex scored a touchdown! How exciting! haha even though they did say his last name wrong...don't worry babe it happens to me ALL THE TIME. Afterwards I just hung out w/ Rachel Drea Bri Danny and Whitney...that was um fun? haha Pretty uneventful...then Alex came over for like an hour and I went to sleep around 2:00. The next morning I woke up at like 8:00! How depressing! Good thing though or else I would have been way behind schedule. I had to go to the tanning salon and then to get my hair and makeup done. Then Rache Drea and Bri came over to get ready like an hour before we had to leave. As if we weren't running late enough Rachel's dress broke! argh! So my dad found a way to fix it THANK GOD and we were off to Alex's. We took lots of pictures and I got lots of dirty looks haha. Oh well. I also got lots of commpliments so it's all good. The limo was awesome and Musashi was even better. MMMMmmmm... The dance was A LOT of fun aside from the drama w/ Joe :( so sad... The music was OK. Too much disco if you ask me. I'm so bummed that Drea's camera got taken we took so many cute pics. grrrr The after party situation was sooooooo friggin gay!!! We went to Carly's for like an hour and I just wanted to leave the whole time I was there. So then Alex, Kyle, Michelle and I went back to the hotel, had a lil fun, then crashed. I had the worst sore throat it was sad. The next morning Joe and Megan checked us out and we went to breakfast at Joyce's. Then I went home and chatted w/ my mom about all the drama. Now I'm sitting at home...didn't go to school today cuz Alex got me sick. bastard. It's ok cuz I got to watch Mean Girls...GOD I LOVE THAT MOVIE! haha I don't think I'm going tomorrow either...so I'll see you all later *mwah* Current Mood: sick Current Music: Green Day (1 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, October 4th, 2004
11:46 pm	Stress and Sadness, but a Smile in the End... Well this past week has been pretty nerve-wracking (sorry don't know how that is spelled) with voting for court and all...as you all probably know I made ballot but got no further. I was so bummed. I wanted it sooo badly. Damn why do I let stupid things like that get to me...it just made me feel so...well...not liked. : ( I hate that feeling. But Bri and I bonded over the fact tha pretty blonde girls just don't make it on court. OH WELL. We will still be the hottest ones at the dance! lol yay BRI! Yea homecoming is killing me. So much crap to organize! Our group has gotten bigger and bigger. We now have 26 people and 1 person is let's just say not my favorite but I don't care. I will still have lots of fun. As long as I have all MY friends it will be a BLAST! The after-party situation is the most stressful though! Why don't we have a good party class!?! grrrrr That pisses me off! Bring back Brian Stack! Anyway yea I still need to go get my hc shoes 2morrow after school and then I have to go to dress rehearsal for the Bonfire. ew so over that! This past weekend was fun though, despite all the sadness that occurred on Thursday when they announced court and I TRIED to hold back my tears. Friday's game was a bummer with the other team scoring the winning touchdown at like 50 seconds left. Didn't get to go to Justin's but it's OK cuz I was tired. Saturday was cute at practice even though Alex was way late! haha Then we went shopping after I got harassed by some stupid security guard. That was fun...Tay Tay was moaning in the dressing room w/ me and alex it was so funny. Sunday Ally and I went to the horse races w/ his mommy for her bday. It was really nice and fun. I love his family. Anyway...I must go and get all my crap together. Sorry my entry was so long...CIAO! xoxo (5 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
8:48 pm	I'M SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D WOW Today was a good day! They announced the top 15 girls and guys for homecoming court and I made it!!! YAY!!! Now I'm really nervous for the next round cuz that's the big time! omg...my heart is pounding! Please everyone vote for me! I don't know why but I just want it soooo badly! I sound so dumb... Oh and vote for Bri and Stacey and Mo tooooo! (and Alex) hehe KISSES!!! xoxo Current Mood: anxious Current Music: my excited shrills of happiness!!! (5 | sold seashells by the seashore)
8:41 pm	Another Awesome Weekend! Well this weekend was once again SPECTACULAR! I had to sing the Alma Mater at Friday's game (I was sooo nervous! good thing no one could really hear it!) haha and we won which was awesome and then the after party was even better! omg so much fun!!! Thank you Ally for such a good party! : ) I got to get closer to lil Cilla and Sheila and Kelsey...they're so cute! hehe So yea Saturday morning didn't feel so well but it's ok! I went home and slept for a lil bit and then I went back to Alex's so we could go to the LA County Fair w/ Andrew and Mo. That was fun...Alex ate a lot of food and then I made them all go on the Tango (haha remember that M?! good times...) ahhh that was so fun. Then we visited Danny for his bday again. Then Alex spent the night and we slept like the whole day Sunday. It was nice though...So now I'm TRYING do my hw but I just can't bring myself to do it!!! argh k well I better go adios! Current Mood: busy Current Music: Nelly and Christina "Tilt Ya Head Back" (2 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
12:03 am	This Weekend=AWESOME omg This weekend was sooo much fun!!! Friday's game was a disappointment...we lost : ( But it was still fun riding in the car w/ Mo Sarah and Bri and getting videotaped by some Asian tourists! lol Oh yea and when the Juniors saw "those hotties!" Darius and Jameson lol. After the game we saw Justin Dyer (mmmmm) and then I went to Alex's. Had detention Saturday (always a pleasure) then went home to catch up on some zzZZZzz's then I headed over to Alex's to hang out w/ him and Joe. We made some "cookies" lol I totally messed them up cuz I told them to put in double the amount of butter OOPS! haha They were then dubbed "oopsies" instead of cookies. It was fun we fixed them and they turned out good but we kinda lost our appetites. Sunday I went to the mall w/ Drea Bri and Rachel and we got our stickers they're so cute! hehe I'm excited! Then I went home and packed and went to Drea's house. We got ready and went out to dinner which was sad cuz i lost my beloved belly button ring from alex :`( I'm so depressed. Anyway...then we met up w/ Rachel and headed over to Tom's which was OK. Not too many people there and didn't get to drink much but we made it fun. Spent the night at Drea's...woke up freakin early and left for San Diego! wooo! Long ass drive...we stopped in San Luis Obispo to eat at Denny's haha. Took sooo many pics of street signs...cute collage...then we headed to SDSU and took a tour...saw Heather lol...then headed to MEX-E-CO! haha We were so excited and then we got there...omg TJ was so disgusting!!! DIRTY!!! We were so scared we locked the doors, did not get out, and turned right around and left. It was gross...and no one could freakin drive! So we were excited to get to the USA! lol Good times...Long ride home...came home got to miss some school today...GREAT WEEKEND Current Mood: nostalgic Current Music: avril (2 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Thursday, September 16th, 2004
7:39 pm	Hey Guys! Yea so the last entry was a lil depressing I dunno what was up w/ me. Anywho This weekend is gonna be awesome!!! 2morrow I have practice after school at Lauren's for our Senior dance and then it's off to the Crespi game. (hopefully the boys win!!!) After that I'm goin to Drea's to get ready for a fun-filled night w/ the "giddyup gals" lol. Too bad I have to get up early on Saturday for detention. GAY!!! I hate Alemany omg... Well hopefully things will get better and I can go to the mall to get our cowboy stickers and junk. Sunday no plans yet...probably a lot of sleeping especially if I get to go to a party Saturday night. Monday I'm heading up to SDSU w/ the girls to check out the campus. PAR-TAY! haha yea good times...well that's all I know for now...ciao! Current Mood: excited Current Music: hanky panky lol (1 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
9:59 pm	mind boggling isn't it? Is he happier now? Am I a bad person? Is she better than I am? Will she get what she wants? (I sure hope not!) Will I get what I truly want? Will everything go as planned? Why do so many hate me? Why do girls suck? Why do I feel so lonely? Why do people hurt me? Who are my true friends? Who can I trust? Who truly loves me? Does he still love me? Do I still love him? How should I feel? What the hell is wrong w/ me? Where are all the good parties at?! (I need a drink) Current Mood: inquisitive/perplexed (9 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Thursday, September 9th, 2004
9:38 pm	Today was bad and then it just got so much better!!! Well today pretty much sucked...It was raining and I had to get up early to go to the dentist at 7. My tooth turned out fine but I was so damn tired. I didn't see Alex like the whole day and when I saw him at the counseling office during 3rd period it was really awkward...Then we had a meeting at nutrition to find out that Germaine has chicken pox (poor Germ!!!) Then I had dance which was fun cuz we figured out our bonfire theme which is really cute. Physics was boring as usual 'cept I got to talk to Giselley! yay! Lunch was pretty boring...the guys all had a v-ball meeting. Religion was pretty bad cuz Arashi was bein mean but he cheered me up in the end. I was all stressed out about my pics on the way home...yelled at my parents and then headed off to whites studios. This is when my day got really good! So Bri was taking her pics at the same time and we talked for like an hour about all the shit that's been going on. OMG I'm so happy! I now have a new friend to have fun w/ on the weekends and I can totally relate to her about all the crap we go through! WOW Fate brought us together at Whites Studios. lol Well hopefully all goes well at the Pep Rally and game and Hooters and U-Crew sleepover 2morrow. Phew I'm beat g'night all! Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: the lil IM rings ( sold seashells by the seashore)
Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
8:28 pm	Today Sucked Well it started off good...I woke up and left late for my orthodontist appt. which was cool cuz I missed all of Physics and I didn't do the hw for that class. But when I got to school for 6th period I was biting on my pen and I chipped my damn tooth! (It just recently totally fell out and I look like a hillbilly!!! argh) The best part is that I have Senior Pictures 2morrow after school...yay! Anyway...english was easy but I was really cold hehe. At lunch I called my mom to make me a dentist appt. and I have to go at 7 2morrow morning! argh I am so not a morning person!!! By 2nd period I just wanted the day to be over already, but I still had to go to practice. grrrrrrreat. It was like 108 degrees! I thought I was gonna die. And right before I went to practice I got in a fight w/ my bf and I'm all emotional and I actually cried. How gay am I... It really pisses me off though he confuses me so much. I hate it! He says he like hates this person and doesn't want to be friends w/ him/her anymore yet he's all buddy buddy w/ him/her and calling me some evil person for not liking him/her. GOD! MAKE UP YOUR GODDAMN MIND! boys are stupid and I'm tired goodbye Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: my fan...it's frickin hottttt! (3 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, September 6th, 2004
11:40 pm	SEPTEMBER SUCKS! My weekend was pretty good. I had fun with Ally. : ) awwww! We went to the movies and saw w/o a paddle (really funny!!!) and just hung out a whole bunch. Stacey and I BBQed and tanned today that was nice... BUT SEPTEMBER NEEDS TO BE OVER!!! I can't wait until homecoming and halloween and all the parties that come along with it. yay exciting!!! Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: el television ( sold seashells by the seashore)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
9:32 pm	back to school... Well last weekend was fun although it was kinda a disappointment...The game was hot and boring (sorry al) and not to mention quite awkward, but we won't get into that...The BBQ was fun! I loved that trampoline hehe We were supposed to go to Jill's afterwards but that didn't happen and I was kinda mad cuz I was already in Chatsworth and I was lookin forward to it but oh well I guess that's just the way the cookie crumbles! : ( So mikaela and i stopped at the house where sarah babysits cuz it's in chatsworth and hung out for a bit. Then I drove mik to stacey's and she drove her home cuz i didn't feel like driving that far and then back-tracking to alex's. So then i went to alex's and spent the night and woke up the next morning to find patti katie and chris burkhardt in alex's house (talk about awkward!) ahhh lol it was funny tho...me and alex just pretended to still be sleeping so we didn't have to leave his room...I didn't even want to deal with the dirty looks I would have gotten. Anywho...then I just hung out there the rest of the day and went out to dinner w/ alex, megs, joe, and scary john. That was nice. Then I went home and did my fun physics hw! So school has been going soooo frickin slow! I love my dance and religion classes and my math class is pretty cool...english will be so easy and i dunno about history yet...i don't really get it but we don't do much work...physics sucks! It's not hard we just get a lot of hw and bradish is pretty darn weird...oh well there are cool people in that class. So 2morrow is mass and I know mrs chauvin will be looking at me the whole time so i have to be dressed like a grandma...i best go pick something out...adieu Current Mood: bored Current Music: ashlee...duh? (1 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Saturday, August 28th, 2004
6:01 pm	OK I guess I have to watch my grammar and spelling while writing this entry cuz people that have no lives like to read and correct my lj. Well yesterday we finished off the Stanford 9's wow that Otis Lennon test was so hard...hah! I went out to lunch w/ Sarah at Cocos and then went home. I know how boring! It's ok though I hung out w/ Alex later. Today I'm going to Alex's scrimmage w/ Stace and then to the Varsity football/cheer BBQ and then to a par-tay. Well I guess I will fill you in on how everything goes later. Ciao. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: none ( sold seashells by the seashore)
Friday, August 27th, 2004
12:04 am	Everything is A-OK! Well me and Alex worked everything out *phew!* I have forgiven but I will not forget. I guess I just love that boy too damn much. sheesh boys should never have power over me I don't like it! Anywho...so back to school again yee haw! My classes are all pretty cool; I've got Theo in 2 (yay I love Theo) and Arashi in 1 (yay I love Arashi)and Johnny Mavrokis in 1 he's my lab partner yay and Craig and Mike and Jen and Stacey and yea fun times. hehe So yea I'm contented with that. Now we're taking the Stanford 9's which is soooo boring! I finish so early and have nothing to do. : ( I suck at math too! sheesh! Ok well I'm gonna shut up now and go look at my 200 dollar sunglasses that I will never get. Goodbye! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Simple Life 2 (it's over) : ( (9 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
11:52 am	Rough Night : ( Last night had to have been one of the worst nights of my life. I had never actually felt my heart break before. The worst part was that I realized that I, myself, had made someone feel the exact same way. That's just too much for me to handle. I can't imagine making someone feel this way. It hurts so bad. All I have to say is that this boy better be frickin worth it cuz I would never let myself cry over a stupid boy so much. But I guess the saying's true...Love hurts. Current Mood: crushed Current Music: tears (6 | sold seashells by the seashore)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
4:45 pm	San Luis Obispo Rocks My Socks So Stacey came with me to visit Cal Poly San Luis Obispo this past weekend. It was so awesome; I want to go there so badly. There were tons of hott guys, the campus was beautiful and right by the beach, and there's a brewery right around the corner. What more could you want?! hehe yea we're definitely meant to be... Current Mood: hopeful (1 | sold seashells by the seashore)